It is funny how we have these ideas of our perfect day, perfect future, perfect plan. We often run to God asking for him to fulfill His plans, to grant us our wishes. But we have given him so many guidelines do's and don'ts to every little thing. We've taken the map of our life from God, yet we are asking him for directions. We talk to Him as if he has failed us, when really we never wanted His help from the beginging. we have gone in with our own agenda. Really just wanted our idea of "perfection"
So here's my question, do we REALLY want Gods plan? Our our plan with His name on it?
"So here I am one more day. Not loving Him the way He asked. In fact my heart is singing praises to the things that make me feel alright. So I am sinking fast like a stone heart should, and on the way down I've done what I could to try and try and try to turn this stone heart flesh. I'm haunted by my God who has the right to ask me but why my nature of my rebellion I cannot breathe. So I beg for you to move, I beg for you to break through. So here I am got my deeds for the day. All my cute little words about how I am saved. Am I saved? Could I love you with my mouth like a church kid should. At the end of the day my words get burned as wood. Oh but I was good. I beg for you to move. "
- Beg (by Shane and Shane)
Loving through His love,
Naomi-June Fowler
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