Do we ever make it worth it?

Does it still hurt God?
Every time we turn our hearts from you,
Can you still feel the tears running down?
When we find faults in our reflections,
The beauty you made, and died for,
Can you hear the nails pound deeper?
Would you ever take it back?
When we speak out of anger, and not love?
Does is still hurt God?
When we mumble a prayer every so often,
Do you ever regret it?
When reading the bible becomes an obligation,
Does the spear in you're side grow even deeper?
When we try to be the same and fit it,
Even though you made us to stand out,
Does you're crown of thorns burn deeper?
When you wanted to cry out, but held it in.
Do we ever make it worth it?
Does it still hurt God?